coffin boss! told me....eerrie..truth! but is the truth

Today me and 3rd brother went to the government department to get a death cert done for my (2ND brother death...some time ago) . While waiting for the things done , you know government department take quite long to do their works sometime right, so while waiting i met a lady coffin boss set beside me, we start to chit chat ..now i find out this from her! the latest method for prolonging death bodies is SUCK out all the blood of the death first from a big eerie needle dig dig dig she said!, she said better don't look- you get scared if you do see how they done it! then only inject with chemical again to the body! oh...though i know that when we die, we don't feel anything but i wont want this if i die...follow up she let me know the best is DRY COLD ice for THE DEATH ...but can only stand for 2 days, is fine 2 day's more than enough...if for my death one day to come...simple is the best.Have to face this facts, everyone of us have to come to this day right?

Another info from her is - if one die before 50 years old, withought sickness report from a doctor, sudden death the law now must let the hospital to operate the body and head to certify the reason of death...is a must now she told me! really meh? horrible...errrr ....enjoy life to the fullest while we still much alive!

Dream of this..last night-yummy

I dream of eating one of my faourite food last night with rice..so sedap!( so good), must be over craving after no solid food for few day's uhm?
After 4 day's of detox on my body is time to pamper a little, i really dream of this last night, so this is what I'm going to have for today, fulfilling my dream ....one of my favourite but remember " NO RICE OK "ok lah...no big deal! Sambal Belacan no rice where got nice!? uhm!!! no choice ....perseverence!!!



1) country yellow Chicken - cut to pieces- PEEL OFF THE SKIN!-if you dont want to gain weight

2)Marinate> a little organic salt, kikoman soy sauce,( lemon grass blend to fine together with 4 small onion, 2 garlic and a slice of ginger)
3) baked the well marinate chicken for 25-30 min - medium heat
3) little green brinjal 3- eat raw- dip with sambal- very crunch and sweet

4) young tapioca leaf - boil with water for 7 minutes- rinse dry with hand press..

Sambal BelacanTerasi Indonesia style:



1) 1 big tomato

2) 20 small cili padi

3) 4 small onions

4) Belacan



all 4 put into oven bake for 10 minutes medium heat will do.. take out .blend or tumbuk if you wish..~



Good! Spicy !!! NICEEE!!!

Sleep so well last night

After 2 day's of bad insomnia finally i have goood sleep last night..woke up this morning feeling so Freshhh! have a home made breakfast, as usual i prefer to have home made- unless no choice too busy then ...Thanks God that i finally have a good rest for 10 hours of sleep!

Insomia

Last night i have insomnia problem again sleep around 2 hours only, but this time is different i did the most careless thing i ever thought can happen to me! i leave my house key at the letter box! when i open to check if any letter for me or not, took out the letter and just walk off- my whole bunch of house key still intact at the letter box! i cant believed this can happen to me...until now.Maybe you will say..huah! this woman so careless one ah? I tell you ..i got a shock myself of my carelessness's, not enough sleep can caused so many problem. when I came back my house key is inside my letter box!- thanks to that person who put it inside for me, i rush to my house to check anything lost or not, everything is ok....truly thanks God.

Caetooning Drawing from April Mei Seymour my, dear niece, Zoe my little puppy !!!

Wow , I just cant imagine how April can draw Zoe so well, I just cant believe my own eye when I received it this morning! when my 3rd sister email to me.Is exactly like Zoe! , she done a good job!!... my niece, I'm so proud of her talent in art! AAA ! millions thanks and love to you April. .!

Living Too Short; Dying Too Long

As i have always remind myself, live each moment as it come and live each day as it were my last...when will i die 40 years, 20,10,5 or today? It might be.. In reality, not one of us know how long we will live.Hubby and me drove to K.L. 3 months ago, on the way he remember the news he read about an accident that happened along the high- way 2 weeks ago, he stop exactly at the spot where the accident happen, we went down together just to take a look ...just wondering how it happen? that is what triggers in his mind, but on my side i start asking myself did this person who died in the accident tell his family how much he loved them? Did he love and live well? Maybe one thing is certain is that he still had things in his ''in basket'' that weren't yet done.Sadly, is easier to said than done , however, we act as if we're going to live for a long long time.We seems to postpone the things that, deep down, we know we want to do-i mention this not as a prescription to abandon our responsibilities, but to remind our self constantly how precious life really is...cherish the time while we still have it. Love and treasure every moment for life is so unpredictable, i wish you well.

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Do you ever thought of having more stuff as your income get's better?

As we are living in a material world is natural to have desire to own more stuff as our financial capability improved over time. ..and I would said is a natural thing for all human, but before we do take this step to increase our stuff in whatever forms- car, house or other stuff...have we ever stop and think...? If we keep increasing our standard of living we will have to keep our life busier and busier or faster speed to earn more money, I don't mean that we shouldn't have nice things , but for me when we reach certain stage in our life we may want to have a more relaxing life instead of be ''a servant to yr servant''.

Material things don't necessary make us happy, happiness comes from within, by the way you relate to what you have, not from your actual possessions. To live at or beneath our means, we will discover a different type of abundance in our life-Peace. We will be able to stay calm and relax. I believe this is among the greatest gifts in a lifetime.

A Thousand Miles Start With A Single Step

Today is a very special day to me because i have always wanted to lose some weight...but just couldn't make it , lack of determination always...but today i vow to myself I will do it and I will achieve! whatever weight I want to lose, I know is not simple ..requires a lot of determination and always must stay focus on my vision.

Nothing is impossible! is all inside our mind and heart, is a choice. My main concerned is my health because as we age and if we put on weight gradually without us notice... this will lead to many unwanted health problem, is true.

I know a lady in Cameron Highland, she sells noodle in a coffee shop. She is so pretty to me but
she is so fat- 90 kg that is what she told me and age 35. After 5 months hubby and me went to Cameron again, we went to her shop for breakfast I almost could not recognize her, she is so slim now -56 kg! with her height that is perfect! She look younger and more prettier as she is already pretty actually. According to my survey she stop salties food, no sugar and oily stuff.. cut off only fruit , veg and lean meat...ya no rice too! for 4 months!....IS WORTH IT! VERY WORTH IT! she looks so good and feel so much lighter!

This lady truly inspires me a lot!





if she can do it, why cant i?

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Seek For Treatment for the past few days.. neck and back pain!

On Saturday to Monday my back nerve and neck hurts ! sleeping position and also maybe other causes.....i went for a massage by an Indonesian woman for 2 and half hour! came back take a good rest but the pain still there..uhm..and even worse!!!!!

A friend of mine later recommended me to a Chinese physician in Desa Jaya, J.B. yesterday...so I went together with my husband since he is not working , this chinese doctor twist my neck and follow with a cruckkk sound on my back...woooh! loose up some of my joints..follow with 2 kind of Chinese medicine in tablet form for 3 days consumption ....now not even 3 days just the second day my neck and back have stop aching ..if anytime do hunt me again ...?? keep my finger cross, I will go for acupuncture! !! Happy I'm better now...whatever pain this too shall past.....so don't worry just go for treatment :-)

Have you discover your child talents?

Have you take an effort to discover your child talents? You will be amaze at how good they may be in certain skills and is a wonderful thing if you can share their creativeness along the way!This picture is drawn by my niece, creative ideas and very talented in her art as we can see picture below - by April Seymour from Ca. U.S.A. my sweet niece!11 years of age. She have recently join an art contest...title: Save The Ocean, she did it so well but i cant show the picture here as the picture specially drawn for the contest, whether April will win in the contest ? Well, will wait and see...??? but as she had done her best, in the spirit of art she already won for herself!a big prize!!! in ART. Here is one of my niece drawing-

Artist: April

Art name: Salga The Blue Tiger

what is best for a hot weather right now...just for sharing

Is so hottt! outside...the weather is killing... Try this ....you wont regret....in yr home or office , when the weather is so hot!Simple and fast.A glass of Pure honey with ice! ice! feel the soothing feeling going down your throat.....really cool......soothing!

Next is the SOUP! for hot weather!?... may like to try this...

Recipe:-

5 White radish or carrot with leaf ..

country chicken- half..

.red dates-10

and chinese berry( kei chi) ..a little

1) chicken skin must be remove, cut to medium size ( pieces)

2) white radish with leaf - clean the entire radishPut it all into a soup pot add red dates and Chinese berry

fill enough water-

good for our liver as well the kidney- cleansing effect and

skin!

cook for 4 hours- 15 minutes high fire and thereafter slow fire all way till you can see the soup turn golden ...add a little salt and kikoman soya sauce to taste-

the soup is now perfect!
Nice or not? try ...you will know the answer!cool our body* hubby get to enjoy this soup tonight for :- )dinner*

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Do you have any collections? any kind of your favourite collections will give you that good feeling of achievement in some point...after some time

As one of my hobby is hand bag's collection, ...any of our collections i would said... served some personal memories... my favorite collection from Cartier - bought this in 1997! 11 YEARS... the leather is in optimum condition- dark navy blue- tiny precious stone of blue sapphire on the opening -wonderful workmanship-of Must De Cartier ! is it lovely? i just love it so much....in my collections i never like bag's that Stick their designer name outside the bag...ehhh! I pay for the QUALITY of the workmanship not the name only!... agree with me?

See my date of purchased 11 years! my favourite one*

THE HERB TURMERIC -BENEFITS, INFORMATION, ARTICLES, LINKS, NEWS, ADVICE

THE HERB TURMERIC -BENEFITS, INFORMATION, ARTICLES, LINKS, NEWS, ADVICE

Express card usb adapter 3.5G / 7.2Mbps Ready

Just bought my Option Luxury usb adapter-HSDPA & WCDMA- Worldwide Roaming! really good... happy ...choose the right one! if i were to hear what all those sales men tried so hard to promote... their company pruduct...H...from china,I certainly will regret! why? the adapter is so rough! i told my friend it will look like a dog chain hook on my laptop!..oh mine....HEHEHE

Simple and real good! ...most important the price is REASONABLE AND NOT LUXURY! !! hahaha

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Dedicated to all lovely wife's and wonderful husband out there ...if you do cook , cook with love....the taste will be goOD!

As one of my hobby is cooking, I realised that when you cook with love...served out the unconditional love, you don't expect anything in return...just happy to see yr love one eating the food you cook....is so satisfying! That way you wont be disappointed if yr hard work is not valued...remember. ..the golden rules..

1 ( Mix rich antioxidant veg soup)
Still boiling!

Here are few dishes i cook today...HOT spicy! Raining day...spicy is good...I love hot chili!

Sambal Fish!
Ladies Finger fry with garlic!

I took this picture while frying
the fish...to golden brown! so scared the oil might just fly to my precious face! you know. . .!!??

My niece... little voice of a child..

yummy! Hi........

She is so lovely............but her voice is so soft, i have to bend down to hear what she is talking.... Yue Mei have a weak heart....but she is healthy overall...but I somehow sympathy her growing up environment. I have a great time with her today, having our lunch...she enjoy all the food i order today. Her little voice touch my heart....

A trip to Bali Island of Indonesia

feeling great to look at the sun rising up...... life ! 5.30 am morning- were on the speed boat, on the way out to look for dolphin !

Hubby and me decided to travel to Bali to celebrate our 1 st Anniversary last year on June 11..A day we make a marriage vow together with God blessings after we know each other for 4 years*. Far seems the journey but short is the day, hubby and me enjoy our trip a lot!.We been to Bali before that was on our honeymoon but we join a tour package for 4 days 3 nights, we did not really have enough time to really see and feel the essence and exotic island of Bali, so for the second trip we went there on our own!!!..we stayed for 9 days! in the island! real exotic ! this time we really taste the essence of the Bali Island. Sharing 2 life in one .. to both of us means a lot though time seems short for a year but we been through a lot...a lot..only God knows... in a marriage is the beginning of a complete new journey, journey that requires both effort to accomplish, to embrace understanding, to sacrifice, to forgive and most of all to Love! Hubby is the one that suggest a holiday trip for our marriage anniversary , I sincerely appreciate his love and thoughtfulness.Thanks God for everything...This year he suggested too.....still planning where..? but I told him i prefer to travel on end of this year , but we will travel to some beautiful places in Malaysia for celebrating our anniversary's on next month, at least this time our little Zoe girl can come along!I don't have to miss her anymore like i did last year !!!!...

hubby and me picture taken in LOVINA BALI

Things to beware in Bali!

- make sure to read the insurance policy carefully when you rent a jeep or any vehicle in Bali,we payed the insurance separately excluded the cost for rental...the policy written ..cover insurance for the vehicle engine only!!! tiny letters, Bali is a wonderful place with a lot of hikes and bums when driving around ...nice scenery indeed...but be careful when you drive, or else you your pocket going to have a big hole...!

Things that i enjoy!

-The unique architecture of the building structure , the beautiful scenery in the island, the massage and the local food! i miss the fried kampung chicken& sambal terasi! yum my....!!!hubby and me used hand to eat just like one of them, the Balinese! hehehe! in Balinese restaurant only ...not every where lah.

Places we went:

Kuta, Denpasar,Jembaran, nusa dua, Bedugul, Seminyak, Tanah Lot, Lovina and a place famous for their art- forgot the name already uhm..the hotel's there sooo beautiful! up north! can get reasonable prize at up north too . For good shopping kuta is the right place in Bali.

Today Is Mother'S Day......"being a mother but her home is in an old folk's home !"

Today is mother's day ... a day where all mother should be given the best reward of compliments AND APPRECIATION for their hardship and love they have devoted for their children as a mother and most of all.. to be grateful in all aspect from the day when one in their mother's womb to the day we are born and till who we are today... .countless effort...countless love...and time..
< http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/5/10/nation/21206079&sec=nation URL add ...Madam Pang in the Star news.

FAR AND DEEP IS THE
OCEAN, THE LOVE OF A
MOTHER WHO IS CALLING OUT HER DEAR DAUGHTER NAME... FROM HER HEART... R...."COME BACK I WANT TO SEE YOU'' - FAR IS HER DAUGHTER..DEEP AS THE OCEAN, IS HER LOVE FOR HER !

What makes me felt sad today is not because mother is not around with us ..cos I know MY MOM is at... a better and peaceful place with God..through the grace of God, but is someone i know, a lady i know for a long long time... ..... ago!

she is a mother...to who?.....her daughter, daughter that she deeply loved so much which is not in Malaysia but in overseas...US...her daughter leave her mom just because of an argument as i know from her....from that day her daughter did not contact her anymore...life still have to carry on for Madam Pang though she miss her daughter so much everyday of her life, till she finally finish all her savings....and she have to stayed in an old folk home in the end....what make me sad is..when the reporter from STAR Malaysia went to interview her few days ago at the old folk home ...her biggest wish and only wish, is to have a chance to see her daughter Rosalind !.. her picture and wish publish in the STAR Malaysia page 23 on Saturday 10th, May, 2008 !understand that i shouldn't review the daughter actual name on the blog as i know she want to protect her daughter ...but I pray ...and hope that my blog can do a miracle wish for Madam Pang......if you happen to read my blog...or happen to spot this page, dear! ...''YOUR MOTHER MISS YOU A LOT FROM THE DAY YOU LEAVE UNTIL TODAY ...10 YEARS!'' Hope every mother is happy today cos no matter what or how....you have done a great job! for willing to be a mother....Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers! & hope that prayer will able to answer for this long waited ..wish... of Madam Pang to come true....

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DESTINY...............

Many years ago .....i don't , I believe destiny is in our own hand. But today, i believe one have a choice...but one cant eaccaped one destiny.
Do you believe in destiny? Some people don't but i start to believe, that day i will be able to grab a good opportunity just right the corner, if only I go further but i have a choice not to go further to search...then i will have to face the consequences for my decision.You know what i mean?

I tried went against my destiny and i have paid a high price for my actions as well ..HE have destined everything for me even when I'm in my mother womb . A lot of things in our life are beyond our predictions. Now I live my life with the Grace HE gave me ...and i try to be obedience not by my might but HIS Grace that HE gave me ...cos there is no point to argue with the ONE that is so much GREATER. If God take something away from our life, we cant argue with HIM, there is a purpose for everything to take place . Everything we see are not permanent, even our own life...when we die .....whatever possessions we have we cant bring a long with us not even our memories. For me the best gift is enjoy the good food from the labour of our hard work and if God bless us someone we love and be love ..this is the best give!..among all. God had made us simple, but we are the one most of the time make it complicated always.

Another example...my dear 3rd sister, she did not finish her secondary school during those days but destiny have change her life, she met my brother in law ....a man that love her with all his heart...married...and encouraged her to complete her study.... she completed her study ..get good results! in California! I'm so proud of her....! and glad for her ...the most wonderful gift of all is she have done her best! Thanks God....have a wonderful family right now with 2 beautiful kids staying in California.

Some people have so much they earn and earn...but something happen and sweep all they have earn! and back to nothing....what do you think ...destiny? In their destiny they are not destined to have , again as i have said..we have a choice...but if it is not destined for you to own certain thing...somehow ...somewhere ..we lost it all and back to square one.....if is destined is yours..will be yours.. whatever it may be.

Pray for the best in all areas ..if you are sad today..remember this too shall past...then at least we will appreciate happiness more when we have it.....wish you have a nice day ...with love.

I went to market just ...going to cook something special for my husband tonight..My mother recipe!

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Well,.....finish cooking. Here it is........? I bet you my husband will be very happy when he see this for his dinner.I put a lot effort to prepared this dinner you know.....<<

Original mother recipe!.....really enough taste, smell good...is true..NO bedek mnnnn!NO self praise , it have been test...and praise by my family members.. again don't judge a book by it;s cover, i;m not a good decorator but I;m a good cook! ha ha ha no maid around and I'm THE EXPENSIVE ONE here prepared for dinner. .. just to add a little meaning to my husband

stomach when he come back....you think I'm a good wife? NO ! I'm just a wonderful lady!hehehe!

This vege i dont know what to call in English ...very good for our skin! fried with eggs and guest what is next....? Mother ...mun chu kiok....ah!

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Had a bad migrain attack...better now, going to a nice breakfast for myself to begin the journey of my day!

While ...this morning when i woke up from my sleep i had a bad migraine...maybe cos by the stress I'm facing lately ...as I'm the Treasury for the committee of zone1-1 which recently been elected by the residents here where I'm staying ..a meeting right on this Saturday ..discuss about major issue !ROOF DEFECTS!Before the next meeting start..already few of neighbours looking for me to discussed about the roof problem, i think ...the devil.oper is going to get IT! this time on this coming Saturday Meeting at the management office discussion issue serious roof defects that have been ignore by the developer..for all this year , now the body committee form they throw the whole problem to the committee leader's...cunning indeed.

Developer IRresponsible ATTITUDE! lucky our Malaysia government impose a new law..every condominium or apartments have to have joint body...meaning the committee have the authority to decide where to use or utilise the maintenance fees and now we have taken over to take charge of our own pool of money from maintenance fees collected...so see what can our new selected Chairman and myself can do to improve our community here ....for all the people who reside in zone 1-1!

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come...NOODLE SOUP from Wennie! You will fall in love with the noodle soUP...so nICE! Never judge a book by it's cover....you will know how gooD! the soup tasTE! only if you are here to join me!.... Uhmm..the taste truly add some meaning to begin the journey of my day!.as i said "secret recipe from Wennie" Even my fussy- Zoe girl cant stand the temptation! OK......"come join me Zoe'...using organic noodle and organic Verge with fish ball! For the soup ingredients ?...if friend you want my recipe ...just let me know.

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i'm drinking tumeric juice! ....contains a lot of goodness!

TUMERIC JUICE!
I HAVE BEEN DRINKING THIS JUICE FOR ALMOST 9 YEARS! I FEEL GOOD...HOPE YOU TOO BENEFIT FROM IT..WITH LOVE

The Herbs Section Time to drink my turmeric juice!...rich in goodness! After my menstrual i always drink this, helps to clean my woman organ!..and many more benefits!... My little Zoe girl...want to sit om my lap...when I'm blogging here...oh mine...! OK sit on my lap.

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family....sweet...pain and bitter.....my dear parent

A picture i took with my loving dad and also a picture i took on mother's day with my wonderful mother..with love

I have seen quite a lot ....not from only the society...but from my family background where i came from...big family, today I'm going to first share about my parent's...how they both work so hard to brought all of us up....
My father is a bus driver during those day's and my mom work as a rubber tapper for a while ...as i remember. I was around 7-8 years of age, I still remember every day i will be waiting anxiously for my dad to reach home because i can dig his pocket on his blouse for coins!he will always keep some coins for us to take purposely...he love all of us very much..yes very much...i can feel from my heart...now when i recall back i think my father might have sacrifice his lunch for a cheap one in order to save some coins in his pocket....just to make us happy so we can buy sweet or...in school, cos my mom always give very little to us as our family during those days really hard life for them both to raised 9 kids!....CAN you imagine ...i don't know why....my tears keep coming out from my eye now....will continue...
ya...I'm back....ok..i still remember once when my mom keep 1 durian's for my father, when he eat the durian's he asked me to eat too ..i told my dad ..no i don't want.actually i love to eat the durian so much but i know it wont be enough...if i eat cos the durian not so big one...i take the durian flesh to my dad...he was so happy , for the first time i feel my dad hand pat on my head lightly...good girl..i felt embarrassed because my dad have to work all the time hardly have any time to really communicate with all his children,.....that is why when he said that to me...i can remember till today, i was just a 7 years old girl.

Another incident i will never forget....is regarding my third sister, this happen when i was 9 year old.....when...one day as i can remember, my third sister want to stop her study ..she return her buku pinjaman to school and came back to tell my mom that she want to stop schooling ! BAAAMMM my mother hot temper gets to her head! shout and very angry chased my sister outside the house..as a punishment ..my mom asked my sister to sleep out side that night...my mom GET very very angry, even my dad cant stop her anger. In the night my father can not sleep...he wake up tried to open the door but my mom is more very alert...warning nobody is to open the door! oh mine!.....my father cant sleep in peace that night, he wake me up asked me to passed a pillow or blanket..i cant remember? to my sister ...
Now thinking about this incident that take place in my family many years ago...my mom intention is for my sister future concerned, she knows the important of education for our future because during her childhood she is not given the opportunity to study just because she is a girl....so she hope we can have a good education.Though mother did that to 3rd sister...but i know deep down her heart mom felt more pain than anyone.I will never forget this ........my mother love every of her children in her unique ways........................@..&...*!#

she took up hard jobs like a helper for women whom after just gave birth...like washing clothes and cook for them at their house, selling mee siam and other stuff in the morning by carrying the both pot full of mee siam ext..with a long solid stick made of wood, i don't know what to call it in English...on her shoulder ...walk so far out from the village one house after another...i was small then..will just follow by her side ...shouting out loud together with my mom..mee siam! porridge!a lot of girl in the village love to eat my mother mee siam but later mom stop selling i cant remember why as i was very small...She is a strong woman in character ...and a wonderful mom..Because life is hard those days but for she love us so much...she rare chicken, duck..plant veges...so that we can enjoy nice food too on the table , that's why i know my mom love us in her unique way..though she is not the type that spoken out her feelings..though we are not rich in $$ but we are rich in our way..why?...the food that my mom prepared for us everyday..what we call organic! food..real organic from chicken, home plant vege and the vege i love my mom fried is tapioca leaf, potatoe leaf and home plan long bean...all taste so good and sweet!

My mom and dad already not around..they have their peaceful place in heaven with God now...
Mother's day.....if only there is a chance for me to say something to my dad and mom...if they can hear ...".I love you .!!! and I miss both of you so much''.

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